to ebay or to return.

i'm jus really into purple right now.. more like semi-obsessed.

it was cheap... but way too small for me.. i like medium to big bags...

anyhoo, I was thinking of returning this or gifting it or ebaying it. I don't think i'll ever wear it. but I love the colors, yet I'm not much of a Coach person and I like all leather bags or cheap bags I can set on the ground on play days.

i dont really buy expensive bags actually... i have a cynthia rowley bag, a kenneth cole i think black label, cole haan, and a couple of butter soft leather bags of random brand.. all my other bags were under $50.

I need to ketchup on life while life shits on me

it must be a bit of the depression coming back...

i don't feel depressed like i did before, but I feel very unmotivated...
I just want to sleep all day (i'm always late for work and I don't run the errands I need to do, NO FOOD IN DA HOUSE!)

I missed so many assignments that i'm getting letters from my profs.

I have a project due in a couple days and I haven't started.
My dad is pissed at me for slacking.. or being slack.

I need to pay off my CC with is tipping at $5000... but I keep shopping..

i need to go on a youtube ban, it's taking over my life..

I need to go out, but my bed is so comfy.

swimming against the current

I feel like i'm rying to swim up niagara falls.



and because i'm stressed, i just don't want to do anything substantial.

I'd watch youtube all night, while i need to start a project.

I've always procrastinated, but this is ridiculuous...

let me blog

i think heineken smells like diluted mary jane.

pink lips experiment

I don't know why but wines and reds don't look good on my lips, maybe i havent found the right shades...

but i had bought this lip liner from NYX a long time ago and never tried it since i don't own any bright pink lipsticks.

this is the liner (PINKY) with some slear gloss.

of course it's brighter in person...

i might rock this on any given concert night or somewhere where I won't be eating since i hate reapplying lipstick with a mirror...too much maintenance.

and Finally I getting my True Religions from REvolve after THE LONGEST backorder

Heck, I even forgot about the since I ordered them I think at the end of Oct or beginning Nov.

and they FINALLY shipped them yesterday or will ship them on MONDAY. In between that time and now, I ordered and RECEIVED three pairso of jeans, two sephora orders, one too face order, a beand dip order (the only thing I bought on black friday) and I think thats it. oh yeah and another shipment from Revolve (I LOVE NOLITA jeans, lightweight and doesn't make your butt look flat)

I love jeans, and I easy on jeans as long as they're comfy. As long as they don't make my hips look wide and my butt look flat, I'm in.

I really wanna blog

but I don't need another distraction from school since youtube and crunchyroll is taking all my time

but but but
the whole process of taking pictures and uploading them and posting them... was easier to do in high school.. and I had a better social life then.
procrastinating is killing my back and right shoulder.. i have carpel tunnel from moving the mouse
yet i want to blog, maybe not of makeup and fashion but i like writting my random thoughts on the computer more than on paper, but i like to study on paper
it's like writting someting down on paper helps me remember and typing things helps me forget.

WEIRD

black eyeliner

it's an obsession... it was the first makeup thing i picked up at a preteen.. my mom'a lancome eye kohl that smudged real bad... when i put it on... not when my mom had it on....

the wonders of eyeliner

i started wearing eyeliner religiously when i was 14... it was black.. cover girl.. liquid and waterproof... i remember it being the same type of consistency as lash in a tube where you could peel off the liner/mascara...

[hehehe EDIT]

BeWARE
blah... i ramble a LOT.. but i don't care... don't think this will be read anyways....anytime soon.... maybe if i blog long enough...lol my xanga used to be read a lot.. and my randomness and rambling was the CONCEPT... and it worked really well.. and i don't really want to edit anything... i never edit anything.. not even my essays.. and i used to get yelled at by teachers but what can you do...i'm not that much of a perfectionist.. i'm more of a electro-hippie.. whatever that is... plus i grew up on IM.. you don't edit IMs